First Day Back

Today was the first day I had to drive and see Sophia. It is weird to have to go all that way to see my baby. It feels like a job sort of. It makes me feel saner if I look at that way. I am going to bring my baby home. She is doing so good. The doctor is letting me kangaroo with her. Basically, she lays on my bare chest. It is suppose to really help her grow and get home quicker. The skin to skin is a miracle(the docs words not mine i hope it works). I held her for over 2 hours. It was so nice. She slept and I slept, I didn't want to leave but I wasn't planning on staying that long. I will head back up tomorrow and do it all over again. My milk finally started coming in. It HURTS!!! Tiffany was over today when I started pumping and I started laughing/crying. She and Sam started laughing at me it was not fun. I have some ducts that are clogged so I have to massage to get the milk. I love my life. I would do anything for my little girl. Who would of thought?